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It's weird, at least for me, that I can spill (some of) my guts & talk to y'all through here or Twitter or Facebook & yet, I can't talk to you in person or where I'm in a position to be seen.
I went to the LA Mom's Night Out (put on by Mom TV ) last night & mainly stayed to myself or with the few people I knew. Kadi came outside to get me because I was being paged by Nicole & Gena online. I was inside long enough to wave hi to the camera & then slink back to my safe place.
I have been like this my entire life. I am always nervous around new people & I am nearly terrified in group situations (doesn't matter if I know people or not). I don't like to be the focus of anything (which is amazing since this is all about me, right?). A month or so ago, the lovely, beautiful, & silly, Brittany Greer posted my "Meet the Bloggers". My motto? Don't Trip (also known as the theme of my wedding day).
Right now because I don't feel good about myself, it's even worse. I feel (& look) fat & ugly, & that makes me even more uncomfortable around people.
If you meet me, please don't take my standoffishness (real word?) as me being bitchy or conceited or thinking I'm better than everyone around me (yes, I've heard all these things from people~after they took the time to get to know me.), I'm just shy. I'm not saying I'm not a bitch, cuz I totally am, but just give me a chance.
Maybe I will get better. Maybe I won't. I don't know.
I will make you all share my love of Glee.
Peace & Love.
LMAO I love it! We were so glad you came to say hi to us too!
ReplyDeleteAwww I woulda hid out with you!!!! I love you no matter and I know I would love you no matter in person!
ReplyDeleteI'm the same way...I have an incredibly hard time opening up around new people. Parties find me hovering somewhere inconspicuous.
ReplyDeleteYou're not alone!
I SERIOUSLY hope I get to meet you one day so that I can give you a big ole hug and tell you just how gorgeous, funny, smart, and quirky I think you are!
ReplyDeleteY'all are so sweet! I hope I get to meet you all! (& then hide from you...just kidding!)
ReplyDeleteI'm like that too. That's why a little wine really helps! you will notice a big difference in how I am when u first see me at a party, and how I am a little while later :) hehe
ReplyDeleteI thought you were awesome! and everyone gets shy at first at a party. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Victoria! It was very nice meeting you!
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